Pride lasts longer than pain

Being a home daycare provider, I subscribe to these cutesy little motivational emails giving encouragement, tips, and advice on various childcare topics. I usually don't read them anymore since I've fallen into my daycare "groove", but today I received one that must have compelled me because I read the whole thing, and it really hit home.

The back story about completing a marathon was irrelevant to me for making the point - pride lasts longer than pain. I know this message intimately.

Every time I've been through a loss or stressful event, I always think how much easier life would be without operating the daycare. And I always seriously consider shutting down. Kevin has said he will back me in whatever decision I make, but I always wait it out to make sure I'm not making any rash decisions. And I always come back to embracing it. Once the pain subsides, my pride in the work that I do and what I provide for my family and other families always wins out.

So today, I'm thankful

1. For the little personalities that I'm entrusted with on a daily basis. I'm grateful for the trust of their parents, and for the positive impact I am making in their lives and for the impact they've had on mine.

2. That I've come to realize the stress pattern, and can now catch the triggers and provide myself with the self care necessary to keep my balance with the stress and the services I offer.

3. For my reliable, compassionate, trustworthy aide Anna, and for our ability to afford to pay her! Is it kosher to repeat a gratitude item? Not sure, but I'm always thankful for this one! Without her quality care for the kids and her awesome work ethic, I would either loose my mind or have to shut down. Thanks again, Anna!


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