Sunday, November 15, 2009

Attempt #3, no wait! Make that #2

I know I haven't posted in a while. Things have been pretty uneventful reproductive-wise. I did have some excitement with trying to find a new daycare aide that has occupied my time and attention. I will only say that having to fire someone is one of the hardest things I've had to do in my life. I hate confrontation, and it's definately in the top 5 of things I'd like to avoid. But anyhoo...

We didn't get pregnant again this month. I was telling a friend the other day that this was our third attempt, and I was starting to get worried, but upon reevaluting the calendar I realized this was only our 2nd attempt since the miscarriage. We have always been successful in the past in 2 tries or less, and we've never had to go this long without success. I do feel less stressed that this was only the 2nd attempt. I think it seems longer to me because of the miscarriage along with several extended cycles since Garrett where I thought I was pregnant.

I still feel that I'm staying pretty relaxed about the whole thing, and being busy definately makes the time pass quickly. I try to remind myself that even though I do want the time to pass quickly so I can get to whatever stage is next in our conception attempts that it's also important to enjoy the great things that are in our lives right now - things like Savannah's very first kindergarten performance which was the cutest thing since seeing her smile for the first time!

But here's to hoping this month is *the* month, so wish us luck and lots of baby dust!


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